11-20-2011, 10:20 AM
hi i am new to this site and forums in general. this is what i have got going in my life right now.
i am a 50 year old male who has always worked hard to support my wife and family,3 years ago my brother had a drug melt down and abused my 87 year old mother.i steped in and took her out of that,and moved her in with my wife and i.my wife and i have been married for 25 years and the last 3 years has put a strain on the relationship,my mother has alot of health issues and requires alot of attention,last july was my 25 wedding anversary and i thought everything was fine,little did i know at the time that my wife had been attracted to a guy that she works with and did not tell me that anything was wrong with us untill the end of september.she told me that it was because she was so overwelmed by having to care for my mother.i am devastated and no longer want to live.i love my wife with my whole being and she has just turned the switch off.i now can not function,my work is effected which i am now afaide i am going to lose my job,i am still in the home as of this time but i know i have to find a place for my mom and myself.all i keep thing is to drive off somewhere and just end it all.i have no one to talk to i am a wreck.
i am a 50 year old male who has always worked hard to support my wife and family,3 years ago my brother had a drug melt down and abused my 87 year old mother.i steped in and took her out of that,and moved her in with my wife and i.my wife and i have been married for 25 years and the last 3 years has put a strain on the relationship,my mother has alot of health issues and requires alot of attention,last july was my 25 wedding anversary and i thought everything was fine,little did i know at the time that my wife had been attracted to a guy that she works with and did not tell me that anything was wrong with us untill the end of september.she told me that it was because she was so overwelmed by having to care for my mother.i am devastated and no longer want to live.i love my wife with my whole being and she has just turned the switch off.i now can not function,my work is effected which i am now afaide i am going to lose my job,i am still in the home as of this time but i know i have to find a place for my mom and myself.all i keep thing is to drive off somewhere and just end it all.i have no one to talk to i am a wreck.