12-21-2011, 06:55 AM
I don't like my life very much, I sometimes think whether living is worth it, I really want to commit suicide, but I know that it isn't the right thing to do, and people are there for me. Let's firstly start off about the girl. There is this girl in my grade and I'm also in her grade, she is in the highest of classes and I am right beneath her. There is a guy in the lower classes which also likes this girl. I was planning to ask her out on the 11/11/11 but he asked her out 3 days before. This is when I started to cut myself. I have a couple of cuts on my arm, around 10-13 on my back, and around 5-7 on both legs. It was all because of this girl. I've promised her I'd stop cutting, but the thing is the guy is my friend, she doesn't know that I still like her (I told her before, but she just ignored it). Don't tell me to move on, or 'fudge' up the guy. I just need to know what to do, and how to do it.