Its like i'm unable to speak sometimes.

[Codine]

Its hard though. Its like one of those movies where you here a sarcastic voice being their thoughts? Its like that its really suckky,.

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I live in the middle of no where with a mother who worries so much. I;ve tried believe me, i only go hang out once a month usually. Except if i can go to TO then i'm always out.

Have you tried reading books, or working out, going for a run, or just trying to do something different and maybe get a few more hobbies? It might not help, but it might.. I'd give it a shot!