06-19-2011, 01:12 PM
something is coming over me, i cant describe it. i feel as if an evil spirit is trying to make me become a bad person. i cant, and ill always refuse to do wrong. but i feel as if im a bad person because i go into the woods and hit the ground, or dead logs with a hammer. i used to do it because i was stressed out about school, but school's over, and here i am still doing it. i think i actually enjoy it?! but i also have the feeling that somethings gonna happen when i go places, whether it's a twisted maniac or a pedophile, so i also want to hit hard and be strong for defense, what's wrong with me??? what am i becoming? i just want to be a good person. am i? as soon as you read this please respond, this thought is killing me.