Feel trapped in life.

[Canoris]

I'm not going to go through all the options with you. You know what you have to do. None of us can tell you what it is you feel is the right path. I can promise you one thing though, you can never be dealt more than you can handle. You always have the choice and the choice is yours. It's your responsibility and duty to control your own life.

And the next choice should always be your hope to a better future.

[tomynho]

I don't think your life is that bad as you think it is...
Maybe you should wait for the right time...
If you'll show her that you'll replace her guy and be a good father for her son, she might love you and bang, you'll have a gf

[Reality]

Kill yourself and you won't get to find out what would've happened, in other words, don't.