Life Sucks

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Life basically sucks for me. I'm 17 years old. I had depression my whole life. I am short and skinny. I'm not good at anything. I only have a few friends. I never had a girl friend. I get average grades, yet they won't be good enough to get me into a decent college. I never had a girlfriend, and I still have trouble talking to girls, i'm only comfortable around a few of them. I feel like everyone else is always having an amazing time, while I'm bored, lonely, or depressed. My parents are divorced, my mom basically disowned me as her son, and I live with my dad. My dads a drunk, and sometimes physically express his anger told me. Ohh, yeah and also I have a speech impediment so its difficult to understand me, so I have to repeat myself a couple times, which even makes my self esteem even lower.

All I can do to forget, and get my mind off things is get drunk. Anyone have any advice