06-02-2012, 07:20 PM
Well I just posted this on HF:
"Anyone else like me?
Anyone else constantly sad, depressed?
Anyone else have parents going through a divorce?
Anyone else lonely at school, home?
Anyone else just confused about life?
I feel all these angry and sad feelings just bottled up inside me right now, and I'm tired of it. I can't stand life right now, and I hate myself for even feeling this way. I know that plenty of people have it way worse than me, and I can't even handle this? I just don't understand myself, and why I feel why I feel. Even in writing this, I feel like I need to just let it out, but at the same time I feel like I'm asking for sympathy, which I'm not...
So much going through my head right now..."
So my parents are getting a divorce. I love them both and don't want them to separate. My mom is the only one that wants it, and she really only wants it because she can't get along with my dad at work. I know my dad loves her, but I'm not sure about my mom.
So away from that, at school I have a few people I talk to, but no real friends. I sit with the druggies at lunch and I don't do drugs. So I don't fit in. Other than that, I don't have anyone to talk to, or hang out with. I really need someone to actually care about me, someone to listen to me. Right now, it is just me
As for myself, well I really don't like my personality. I mean, just for posting this I feel like I'm asking for sympathy, but I don't know what else to do? Right now I feel so depressed and sad, and I know I should just suck it up and deal with it, and stop whining, but this is harder than it sounds. Is there anyone that can help me? Any suggestions for me? I can't go on much longer feeling like this...
"Anyone else like me?
Anyone else constantly sad, depressed?
Anyone else have parents going through a divorce?
Anyone else lonely at school, home?
Anyone else just confused about life?
I feel all these angry and sad feelings just bottled up inside me right now, and I'm tired of it. I can't stand life right now, and I hate myself for even feeling this way. I know that plenty of people have it way worse than me, and I can't even handle this? I just don't understand myself, and why I feel why I feel. Even in writing this, I feel like I need to just let it out, but at the same time I feel like I'm asking for sympathy, which I'm not...
So much going through my head right now..."
So my parents are getting a divorce. I love them both and don't want them to separate. My mom is the only one that wants it, and she really only wants it because she can't get along with my dad at work. I know my dad loves her, but I'm not sure about my mom.
So away from that, at school I have a few people I talk to, but no real friends. I sit with the druggies at lunch and I don't do drugs. So I don't fit in. Other than that, I don't have anyone to talk to, or hang out with. I really need someone to actually care about me, someone to listen to me. Right now, it is just me
As for myself, well I really don't like my personality. I mean, just for posting this I feel like I'm asking for sympathy, but I don't know what else to do? Right now I feel so depressed and sad, and I know I should just suck it up and deal with it, and stop whining, but this is harder than it sounds. Is there anyone that can help me? Any suggestions for me? I can't go on much longer feeling like this...