05-19-2012, 08:05 AM
I can agree even though we have such an age difference in this world. Suicide contemplation has been through my mind dozens of times and unfortunately I've attempted it four times. 1 in 6th grade and 3 just last week. I started to not believe in God, it is just a misfit type of idea...You should try to find a hobby to do instead of self-mutilation(cutting, bleeding, etc) Have you tried learning programming/coding? You can read an E-Book if you really must. I think honestly, a girl is just a girl. I also do know, that one girl can seem to be such more than a girl. You hit a rough spot in your life and that's okay, because one day your life will be much more simplistic and you can be happy, but you must become more social. Join a college, meet some people, talk to them, DO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR BESTFRIENDS. If you honestly did crack 3 ribs etc, then you should get into boxing classes/MMA, I honestly think that would do you some well, some discipline, etc. This girl is a S-L-U-T, so try to ignore, don't think(it sounds impossible) - Don't text her, don't call her, because she doesn't care, she didn't care in 7th grade and she didn't care in 9th grade, why should she care when you're 19?