04-28-2012, 01:44 PM
I just want to tell Support forums my situation and what a good idea is to do about it. I'm in 10th grade right now, I've had an abusive father who kept beating me for the most ridiculous reasons all throughout my life. I had been dealing with beatings since around 3rd or 4th grade, and it kept happening occasionally up until now in high school. I recently got a beating right now an hour before this post and the side of my head is hurting and the of my head was hit with a computer charger wire.
I was never allowed to go out that often (only weekends and rarely ever during the week) and I can't stay up out late when it gets dark anywhere in my town, even if its the park thats four blocks away from me. I don't have a girlfriend currently and I and I am thinking its msotly due to the fact my parents have restricted me socially and screwed me emtionally,mentally,and physically from a lot of the really bad experiences I don't want to remember. I have thought of suicide before but I don't really want to do it. Can you guys give me some advice?? I'm in highschool and am only two years off from going onto college.
I was never allowed to go out that often (only weekends and rarely ever during the week) and I can't stay up out late when it gets dark anywhere in my town, even if its the park thats four blocks away from me. I don't have a girlfriend currently and I and I am thinking its msotly due to the fact my parents have restricted me socially and screwed me emtionally,mentally,and physically from a lot of the really bad experiences I don't want to remember. I have thought of suicide before but I don't really want to do it. Can you guys give me some advice?? I'm in highschool and am only two years off from going onto college.