02-11-2012, 04:09 PM
My grades are terrible because I can't focus on things. I'm a Junior in high school and I've failed 5 classes. I have to take credit recovery.
My parents are divorced and have been for 16 years. My Dad left my mom for a girl, they dated for 5 years then got married. They were married for 11 years. My dads wife was always really cool, and she was like my second mom. Then out of nowhere (this christmas) she left my dad. my dad was depressed and kept mentioning that he wasn't going to be able to live without her and started drinking very heavily. He let her have the house that he paid for and everything in it. He bought a 2 bedroom apartment and I decided to move in with him so he has someone to chill with. I grew up with my mom so this has been a big change for me.
At school I dont raelly have many friends because I am mean to a lot of people and I'm annoying. I talk really fast and a lot. I get really hyper sometimes and strive for attention in class. Outside of school I usually sit on my computer, play video games and lua code for a game called garrysmod. I also play World of Warcraft. I dont talk about video games during school because Im afraid people with thing im a nerd and not want to talk to me. I'm not that ugly and im not fat. For some reason I dont really have many friends. The closest one I have acts like he doesnt know me in school and is a dickhead to me. But he never wants to go outside either, he plays World of Warcraf tall the time so I dont get to hangout with him. My second closest friend is also the same, we are cool and we hangout a lot but when hes around other people he pretends that he doesnt want to be around me and that he doesn't really like me. People tell me he talks crap about me behind my back.
This year I hung out with a really pretty girl that I liked A LOT. She always wanted to hangout every day and she would always flirt with me and we actually cuddled one time and watched a movie. I took her to a party my friend was throwing (hes 21) and she ended up having sex with him while I was in the same room. This killed me beacuse I really liked her and thought she liked me. I decided she wasnt worth it and stopped talking to her, she basically hates me now.
I always feel like I have no friends and I feel depressed all of the time.
Im going to go hangout with my sister (we are going to go smoke weed) it helps my stress go away and I like it. It is saturday and I have to hangout with my sister and her boyfriend... Pretty sad, I will check this post afterwords and continue.
My parents are divorced and have been for 16 years. My Dad left my mom for a girl, they dated for 5 years then got married. They were married for 11 years. My dads wife was always really cool, and she was like my second mom. Then out of nowhere (this christmas) she left my dad. my dad was depressed and kept mentioning that he wasn't going to be able to live without her and started drinking very heavily. He let her have the house that he paid for and everything in it. He bought a 2 bedroom apartment and I decided to move in with him so he has someone to chill with. I grew up with my mom so this has been a big change for me.
At school I dont raelly have many friends because I am mean to a lot of people and I'm annoying. I talk really fast and a lot. I get really hyper sometimes and strive for attention in class. Outside of school I usually sit on my computer, play video games and lua code for a game called garrysmod. I also play World of Warcraft. I dont talk about video games during school because Im afraid people with thing im a nerd and not want to talk to me. I'm not that ugly and im not fat. For some reason I dont really have many friends. The closest one I have acts like he doesnt know me in school and is a dickhead to me. But he never wants to go outside either, he plays World of Warcraf tall the time so I dont get to hangout with him. My second closest friend is also the same, we are cool and we hangout a lot but when hes around other people he pretends that he doesnt want to be around me and that he doesn't really like me. People tell me he talks crap about me behind my back.
This year I hung out with a really pretty girl that I liked A LOT. She always wanted to hangout every day and she would always flirt with me and we actually cuddled one time and watched a movie. I took her to a party my friend was throwing (hes 21) and she ended up having sex with him while I was in the same room. This killed me beacuse I really liked her and thought she liked me. I decided she wasnt worth it and stopped talking to her, she basically hates me now.
I always feel like I have no friends and I feel depressed all of the time.
Im going to go hangout with my sister (we are going to go smoke weed) it helps my stress go away and I like it. It is saturday and I have to hangout with my sister and her boyfriend... Pretty sad, I will check this post afterwords and continue.