Life seems to be crumbling away.

[Lеgеnd]

To be honest, it seems like you are depressed. I was like this once, and it can be a horrible thing. I know finding the motivation to pass school can be hard to find sometimes, but it is worth it. Most jobs require a High School Deploma. Not only that, but education can also lead to happiness. I suggest you to bury your head in the books, forget about that girl, and maybe go hang out with your friends a few times a month. It can't hurt to be happy, right? Do what you want to do, what ever makes you happy. I am sorry you feel this way my friend. If you ever need someone to talk to, send me a PM. I will respond, I will be kind and courteous, and our conversation will remain confidental.

Here is just something to help you pick you head up, and to see that others have it worse, and they keep trying to move foward. I really hope you read my thread.
http://www.supportforums.net/showthread.php?tid=23571