Suicide

[iTz Realiity]

My Girlfriend of 15 months up and left me, she said she doesn't want to just be with me in Highschool. I can't take it.
She met this guy Friday and then after is when she did this. Now she is talking to him a lot and I'm afraid she will do something with him.

I know after she does she'll come back to me, but I'm not sure I can date her after that. I am now contemplating suicide. Not as a coward, being selfish (I have no friends, my Mother ignores me, I barely see my Dad), but moreover as "I'm tired of life". I honestly can't see anything to live for right now.
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You say there is nothing to live for RIGHT NOW. Why commit suicide because things are going bad now? Temporary problems will always get better. If I committed suicide when I thought about it, I would have missed 4 years of my life so far. I would've lost some of the most fun I have had in my life. There are always people out there for you, especially people who care. Don't bring yourself down over a girl. Trust me on that, it isn't worth it. If you're tired of life, find something you can do to make your life different and more exciting. Something like that...