OK, so if some of you read my previous thread i had problems going up to the girl i like, which i still have that because i never find her alone for even a minute or two so i can talk to her which would then make me feel confident around her and her friends. but a new thing i found out a day or two ago is that she is actually one of my kind of friends sisters, and the daughter of someone my mom used to work with / one of my moms kind of friends. i don't really know why, but i found this out the day one of my friends almost got killed and since then i have been feeling so weird i don't know if its because my friend almost died if its because of who her brother and mom are or if its just weird. i also don't know if i should still try and talk to her and go out with her since shes my kind of friends sister or if i shouldn't even try. hes i do have some self confidence issues when I'm not at a concert or around my friends. i am also fairly shy. she is also a cheer leader, she is in the grade below me. i am 14 i am going to assume she is 14 as well because i am a year young for my grade but she might be 13.
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