I'm in some serious crap.

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Long story short. My mother died in 07 and I was sent to live with my aunt and uncle. My uncle has all paper work and documents about my mom's life insurance policy and the house she left for me, he gets money every month to take care of me. The thing is he hasn't spent a dime to benefit me and he doesn't work but yet he supports his mother, his siblings, and his siblings children before he supports his own immediate family. For the two years I lived there I didn't ask for anything and never got anything, then I moved in with my father.

I'm 18 now and I'm old enough to take responsibility for what's naturally mine, left for by my mother. He keeps avoiding me, and I found out that the money that's rightfully mine is being used for my cousin to go to medical school, and to benefit the ppl I stated above, not towards me. Now my grandmother is trying to perform witchcraft on one my pictures because if I take what's mine she and her kids and grandkids won't be supported anymore, we're a caribbean family and that leads me to believe that they practice voodoo, although I hear stories about them, I just don't know for myself.

I don't believe in crap like that, but I've heard of stories of ppl dying due to this and it's nothing to be messed with. I don't get why your own family would try to kill you for money, it's not the money I'm after it's just the principle of the whole thing. My mom died, she left a house and few thousand for me so I could start off with a good future and now you won't even let me have that? My mother trusted you enough to let you control everything and it seems as though she was never there, she died, you take everything that's hers and mine and crap on me like I'm not even there.

I just don't know wtf to do anymore, which is why I'm the way I am, I'm anti-social and trust nobody, and I see the world the way I see it, like this life we all live is bullshit, you just merely exist till you die, all you do is give yourself a purpose to live, that's all. If you die rich or broke you still can't take none of the money and assets you acquired with you so what's the point? If you can't even rely on your own family who the hell can you rely on but yourself right?

I don't even know why I wrote this but I had to let it out, and I feel as if something bad is going to happen tonight because that side of the family is known for practicing witchcraft. Personally I don't give a fu*k anymore, fu*k everything.