12-24-2009, 11:41 PM
What i see is the problem with suicide is it is selfish! Even if you want to kill your self someone loves you even if you think they don't. And i belive you can't make up your mind to kil your self, you can never be 100%positive about anything. Its human nature to want to survive at all cost and even if you see taking your own life as a solution to your problems its not. Everyone has probably tought about suicide before but its just that everyone has lows and high in their lives, some times these lows can last a long time and thats when you have to stop feeling sorry for your own ass and tough it out. personly talking to someone is good, who that person is is up to you. It could be anyone even someone online its whatever. But back to my point that suicide is selifish because you hurt the ones you know and may hurt they ones that love you but you don't know them. I have a great example of this is when a localy known car dealer took his life recently and left his loving family speechless and everyone that has even heard his name. He wasnt poor he lived in a very nice house and had a privliaged life but he took somethng away from our community that can't be replaced. and anotherr one a high school football star who hadd all the right thing goning for him hung himself ourt his window and was found by his mom who rushed him to the hospitle and they had him on life support and sid he wasnt going to live so all his friends and faimly come in and say there last good byes then his little 11 year old cousin, who he barley knew, walks in and asks every one to leave the room so they did but they were listing torough a window with the curtin drawn, and no one belived what they herd her say. She was yelling at him she said w2hy did u do this you? why would you be so dumb. you couldnt consider your faimly especilly me who knew you but never got the chacne to really Know you. We loved you! NOEW THELL ME WHY, she was screaming this at the top of her lungs at thim, this 18 year old boy then sat and held his hand for the rest of the time until they pulled the plug. Now this is proof that even tough you may not know it someone out here loves you knows you or wants to know you. So dont fudge crap up and consider the biggerr picture, like God and how everything will get better. Hell if your about to kill your self it cant get much worse can it? So when your sorry ass is low and feeling extra shitty get the fudge up go to a hospitle, your school counsler, your parents, your brother sister, a friend, a co worker, an online aquantince or something along those lines. they can help you! just remember this life isn't just about you...