02-11-2012, 02:43 PM
Well it seems you don't hate everyone, you just considered your family with in the first couple of sentences. Self diagnoses is never healthy we could all say oh man you may be manic depressant or many different things. Realistically you need to go and see someone who specializes in these things, there may be a simple solution to your emotional state, it could be a small pill each day or some therapy. What ever it is that is making you feel this way, you need to approach someone in the real world and try and live a little. Life is short and a gift, make he most of it.