11-07-2011, 11:09 PM
Well, I'm wondering is it bad to be quiet? I mean, not quiet like shy, but something like "I don't give a fudge, I like to be alone" kind of quiet? I tend to prefer to be more alone in the recent time than I used to before. I find people weird and stupid for some reason, and I lose temper really fast. I can't stand how everyone acts to be the smartest around, like the whole world turns around them. Also, I can't stand their little "love problems". What kind of love problems can you have while you're 17/18? Like it gonna last, most teen relationships last between 6 months to a year, maybe two. I find these relationships useless. I don't know, I tend to look at the world from a different point of view. Most people think of me that I'm an alcoholic and/or a pot-smoker, but the truth is, I drink maybe once/twice a week, during the week-end, which is normal. Pot? I smoke pot maybe once a month, even less lol. Also, people avoid me cause I often ask a lot of stupid questions, so I can get a little boring sometimes. That's also one of the reasons that I tend to be more quiet and "anti-social" in the last few months. Don't get me wrong, I know how to stand up for myself, or to express myself when I have a good idea or a thought. It's just, I don't "fight" or bother with un-important things in life, like others do. Is that bad? People tend to think that I'm stupid because of my attitude to life, and general behavior. The truth is, I like to act "stupid", and use it as my advantage, cause I don't trust people and I don't like to show the best of me at once, instead I like to do it gradually or none at all.
Is that a bad thing and a bad way to think about life, or not? Should I change or should I stay like this?
Is that a bad thing and a bad way to think about life, or not? Should I change or should I stay like this?