01-06-2020, 03:39 PM
You're not neurotic,
I completely understand your feelings, your pain, and your burn inside.
I've moved through something similar.
You've been fighting yourself, and this this make it the worse to feel.
Max was a bad guy, which hurt you and didn't appreciate your feelings.
But you are the one that can help yourself,
And by loving yourself (truly) again, loving the people around you, and FORGIVING YOURSELF AND OTHERS...you'll be healed again, I promise.
You're not Neurotic or anything, it's just your feelings making you down, and making your thoughts come...
Forgiving yourself and Max, is the hard part, it might sound impossible, but it can be done...let's say it can be done 100%.
By seeing the good in everything that happened (IT MUST BE GOOD THINGS)...you'll be able to forgive.
It's okay to cry, to write, to scream and to talk...If you want to talk I'll always be happy to hear you, you can send pm.
I completely understand your feelings, your pain, and your burn inside.
I've moved through something similar.
You've been fighting yourself, and this this make it the worse to feel.
Max was a bad guy, which hurt you and didn't appreciate your feelings.
But you are the one that can help yourself,
And by loving yourself (truly) again, loving the people around you, and FORGIVING YOURSELF AND OTHERS...you'll be healed again, I promise.
You're not Neurotic or anything, it's just your feelings making you down, and making your thoughts come...
Forgiving yourself and Max, is the hard part, it might sound impossible, but it can be done...let's say it can be done 100%.
By seeing the good in everything that happened (IT MUST BE GOOD THINGS)...you'll be able to forgive.
It's okay to cry, to write, to scream and to talk...If you want to talk I'll always be happy to hear you, you can send pm.