10-05-2011, 03:00 AM
Hey, i dont know if you are a girl or a guy but i am guessing you are a girl or are eather gay that is no problem tho i am no homophobe
I dont know if i can help you a hole lot with ur family problems but i will try my hardest I myself have gotten sucked into alot of online relationships including girlfriends and friendships i had one last for 2 years and we ended up falling deeply in love that was my first and only true girlfriend, i had actually lost my virginity to this girl and found out that she had cheated on me for a year we were dating but i loved her so much that i stayed with her ( that was the worse choice of my life ) we ended up breacking up i found her in bed with another guy on our 2 year anniversary and my life went down hill from there, i started doing alot of drugs and was cutting myself all the time i ended up in a psychiatric ward 4 times for suicide attempt, i am diagnosed with being bi polar, i suffer from depression and anxiety as well, i droppped out of highschool because i was doing alot of drugs and was doing the wrong, but i have cleaned up my life now.
I just wanted to start off this post with that, and always wanted to clarify that u are doing nothing wrong by posting here this is support forums and you are fully anonymous here we are here to help each other like one big loving family, i enjoy reading threads like this especially because u are a high quality member and your words speak out very easily,i am glad to help you with as much as i can but i am no professional.
I am going to tell you one thing, About ur family problems that was heart breaking to me but i want you to know that i am 17 years old and never grew up with a father figure in my life i was raised by my mother, and i have my dads personality in a way ( its not a good thing we are going to get to that right now) My dad held a gun to my mother when she was pregnant with me, for drug money when she was in labor with me he only came to get money for a girl that he was cheating on my mom with so they could go get drugs, i would never do any of this to any women because of the things my mom have told me have hurt me so much inside, i wish i was not named after my father in my eyes he is the biggest fudge up to ever walk this earth but i love him at the same time,my dad is a meth addict and has been in prison my hole life, all i know of him is pictures and i don't want to know him in real life, everybody makes mistakes in life tho, that is a part of life itself u make mistakes and you learn from those mistakes no body is perfect, and nobody ever will be, Your dad had made a mistake but as u stated they are trying to make things better now this is good in a way if they do truley love each other but THEY have to be committed to each other, all u and ur sister can do is recommend a relationship therapist for the hole family these can be very usefull, now if things do end up working with ur parents and they do not end up leaving ecother then that is something u can use for a future reference that true love is possible you just have to find it, i am sure ur dad feels like crap about what he had done.
As for your relationship problems and the ones that are going to come in the future, u should learn from other people and your parents, including what u have already been thru, i feel forever alone im not going to lie to you, but i know that a relationship is not a top priority in life right now, U should worry about your life and getting that on track before you worry about friendships and stuff like that, work on ur life then work on friendships then work on relationships, i suffer from Asperger syndrome, so i have alot of problems in public places with people, i am only open to myself on the internet because i know i can not be judged or looked at wierd on here i guess, in real life i am very socially awkward if i am ordering a meal i usually have to order it twice, because the person can barley here me because i am very shy.
This is all i have to say to your thread, i just want you to know that i am here to listen we do not know ecother but i know the shoes you are in, in a way.
I hope i was able to help as much as i can if u need anything or need to get more into detail with anything just send me a private message and i will try my hardest.
I dont know if i can help you a hole lot with ur family problems but i will try my hardest I myself have gotten sucked into alot of online relationships including girlfriends and friendships i had one last for 2 years and we ended up falling deeply in love that was my first and only true girlfriend, i had actually lost my virginity to this girl and found out that she had cheated on me for a year we were dating but i loved her so much that i stayed with her ( that was the worse choice of my life ) we ended up breacking up i found her in bed with another guy on our 2 year anniversary and my life went down hill from there, i started doing alot of drugs and was cutting myself all the time i ended up in a psychiatric ward 4 times for suicide attempt, i am diagnosed with being bi polar, i suffer from depression and anxiety as well, i droppped out of highschool because i was doing alot of drugs and was doing the wrong, but i have cleaned up my life now.
I just wanted to start off this post with that, and always wanted to clarify that u are doing nothing wrong by posting here this is support forums and you are fully anonymous here we are here to help each other like one big loving family, i enjoy reading threads like this especially because u are a high quality member and your words speak out very easily,i am glad to help you with as much as i can but i am no professional.
I am going to tell you one thing, About ur family problems that was heart breaking to me but i want you to know that i am 17 years old and never grew up with a father figure in my life i was raised by my mother, and i have my dads personality in a way ( its not a good thing we are going to get to that right now) My dad held a gun to my mother when she was pregnant with me, for drug money when she was in labor with me he only came to get money for a girl that he was cheating on my mom with so they could go get drugs, i would never do any of this to any women because of the things my mom have told me have hurt me so much inside, i wish i was not named after my father in my eyes he is the biggest fudge up to ever walk this earth but i love him at the same time,my dad is a meth addict and has been in prison my hole life, all i know of him is pictures and i don't want to know him in real life, everybody makes mistakes in life tho, that is a part of life itself u make mistakes and you learn from those mistakes no body is perfect, and nobody ever will be, Your dad had made a mistake but as u stated they are trying to make things better now this is good in a way if they do truley love each other but THEY have to be committed to each other, all u and ur sister can do is recommend a relationship therapist for the hole family these can be very usefull, now if things do end up working with ur parents and they do not end up leaving ecother then that is something u can use for a future reference that true love is possible you just have to find it, i am sure ur dad feels like crap about what he had done.
As for your relationship problems and the ones that are going to come in the future, u should learn from other people and your parents, including what u have already been thru, i feel forever alone im not going to lie to you, but i know that a relationship is not a top priority in life right now, U should worry about your life and getting that on track before you worry about friendships and stuff like that, work on ur life then work on friendships then work on relationships, i suffer from Asperger syndrome, so i have alot of problems in public places with people, i am only open to myself on the internet because i know i can not be judged or looked at wierd on here i guess, in real life i am very socially awkward if i am ordering a meal i usually have to order it twice, because the person can barley here me because i am very shy.
This is all i have to say to your thread, i just want you to know that i am here to listen we do not know ecother but i know the shoes you are in, in a way.
I hope i was able to help as much as i can if u need anything or need to get more into detail with anything just send me a private message and i will try my hardest.