07-14-2011, 12:00 PM
My name is "Mark" and im 15, i have alot going on right now and i don't know how to handle it. Hopefully some of you can give me some tips on what to do, or how to wait it out.
First off, my parent's are getting a divorce. My dad cheated on my mom several time's, and my mom just found out about. My dad sent us up from California to Colorado, to stay with my grandparent's. The reason being is because we lost our home and had no where else to go. So we thought my dad kept his word and stayed in California to get 3 jobs and work hard to save up some money to get a house. Instead of caring and supporting us, he goes off with a girl and support's her along with her 3 kids. Although this happened a couple months ago, i cleared things up with my parent's but a part of me can't forgive my father for what he has done.
Also my cousin just died of cancer. My Aunt and uncle have cancer due to smoking, the doctor's just announced that my aunt has a total of 2 year's left of her life. I'm very close to all my family members, and it hurt's me inside to know im going to loose them someday. I Don't do good with death.
My girlfriend and i are not getting along, as she want's to never talk to me, let alone see me. Im actually in Colorado with my grandparents. It is only us in a small town of 400. I Know absolutely no one, everyone in this town hates people from California. So i don't bother trying to go out and meet people as i also have no clue on how to talk to start up a conversation.
I'm getting overweight witch is indeed my fault, just sitting on my ass all the time does not make me skinnier.
All of this i don't know how to deal with, please help me, i feel like im trapped in a cage with all but hope.
First off, my parent's are getting a divorce. My dad cheated on my mom several time's, and my mom just found out about. My dad sent us up from California to Colorado, to stay with my grandparent's. The reason being is because we lost our home and had no where else to go. So we thought my dad kept his word and stayed in California to get 3 jobs and work hard to save up some money to get a house. Instead of caring and supporting us, he goes off with a girl and support's her along with her 3 kids. Although this happened a couple months ago, i cleared things up with my parent's but a part of me can't forgive my father for what he has done.
Also my cousin just died of cancer. My Aunt and uncle have cancer due to smoking, the doctor's just announced that my aunt has a total of 2 year's left of her life. I'm very close to all my family members, and it hurt's me inside to know im going to loose them someday. I Don't do good with death.
My girlfriend and i are not getting along, as she want's to never talk to me, let alone see me. Im actually in Colorado with my grandparents. It is only us in a small town of 400. I Know absolutely no one, everyone in this town hates people from California. So i don't bother trying to go out and meet people as i also have no clue on how to talk to start up a conversation.
I'm getting overweight witch is indeed my fault, just sitting on my ass all the time does not make me skinnier.
All of this i don't know how to deal with, please help me, i feel like im trapped in a cage with all but hope.
With the Cancer that spreads, its a stab in the ribs, to see someone you love slowly dying before your eyes, the darkness takes over the blue skys
angels fall, and demons rise, this back and forth with emotion is like a rollercoast ride.
-Modern
angels fall, and demons rise, this back and forth with emotion is like a rollercoast ride.
-Modern