Losing a close friend

[Gaijin]

I learned to get over stuff, because I'm the one who listen and never talk, I've always been the shoulder and not the one needing it (so did people think)....
I could talk to anyone and made few mistakes, that all helped me to learn how to keep my outter shell away from my inner, and how to split the inner life into categories...

I might appear to many as Cold Blooded person, but the fact is...
When I lose someone, I meditate on that, make it clear for me that it has happend and cannot be changed... The pain remains, but my mood and activities don't get affected...

If this thread is a help for you, just make it your practice to post something in here everytime you feel sad or angry... Get it out as you did now... We will listen (or I will atleast)...