08-13-2011, 06:52 AM
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Ok well i'll tell the story from the start, me and this girl started dating and we were good for the first month. After the first month and going into the seconed everything just started getting bumpy for us, i told a lie and it was very un called for. After that she told a lie to me and went and fudged a guy about 1 week after braking up with me, so yeah she was single when this happen. We got back together but she still liked this other guy well that was my thought anyway, she said that she didn't like him and all she really didn't talk to him much when we started dating again.
After about 2 weeks into the relationship again she broke up with me for a really good reason i can not tell you guys, but i don't think that this reason was true at all and now i am really hurting. I ask her was it for the reason that i thought it was for and that is, i thought she still liked this other guy that she fudged. She said to me no it not the reason she broke up with me was because of that reason i can't tell you and because i was too clingly. Now we had a yelling match on the hpone and crap and my x's are tell her crap thats not true, she told me to give her some space and she will see what happens wasn't very confidient when she said it.
So now i have to not talk to her untill she is ready to talk to me then she will, i don't know how long this could be that mean nothing no texts, calls, facebook not even in public i guess. But the thing is this is killing me so much i just wanna commit suicide and end my life right now, i feel like i was only brought into this world as a joke and nothing to live for. I know this is not her fault she can't control her feelings but, i don't know if i should fight for her or try getting over her. Either way i do it thought it still really hurts me inside and i just wanna die.
Ok well i'll tell the story from the start, me and this girl started dating and we were good for the first month. After the first month and going into the seconed everything just started getting bumpy for us, i told a lie and it was very un called for. After that she told a lie to me and went and fudged a guy about 1 week after braking up with me, so yeah she was single when this happen. We got back together but she still liked this other guy well that was my thought anyway, she said that she didn't like him and all she really didn't talk to him much when we started dating again.
After about 2 weeks into the relationship again she broke up with me for a really good reason i can not tell you guys, but i don't think that this reason was true at all and now i am really hurting. I ask her was it for the reason that i thought it was for and that is, i thought she still liked this other guy that she fudged. She said to me no it not the reason she broke up with me was because of that reason i can't tell you and because i was too clingly. Now we had a yelling match on the hpone and crap and my x's are tell her crap thats not true, she told me to give her some space and she will see what happens wasn't very confidient when she said it.
So now i have to not talk to her untill she is ready to talk to me then she will, i don't know how long this could be that mean nothing no texts, calls, facebook not even in public i guess. But the thing is this is killing me so much i just wanna commit suicide and end my life right now, i feel like i was only brought into this world as a joke and nothing to live for. I know this is not her fault she can't control her feelings but, i don't know if i should fight for her or try getting over her. Either way i do it thought it still really hurts me inside and i just wanna die.