I'm just tired of everything...

[Telhast]

THink about your future and your wishes, goals in life. Try thinking about what you want most and start working towards that. The brain is very delicate, it thinks the way you want it to think, it does the things you want it to do, feed your goal into your brain and start thinking that if you get depressed then you will never get your goal.
In my case, I want a baby girl for myself. I want my own daughter. This is how I keep moving in life, start doing the same.
And give that so called friend of yours a piece of your mind. Remove all your frustration on him. No matter if he is your best friend. You'll find hundreds better than him.
Dont be scared with a girl, I know that everyone is scared and shy but you have to realize that its now or never. And if you cant have her, you'll find others too.
Ask your parents politely for something you might want, or else get good grades or do something that might make them proud. Be sure not to do anything that will make then feel ashamed of you.