Losing a close friend

[Hуѕтєяιa X™]

I understand how you feel, I lost a friend in a car accident where the other driver was also drunk, bastard survived...
I've also lost a friend because of drunk driving... I miss him, but I still say he deserves it... call me cruel, but he put others (maybe children) in danger, what I do not tolerate...

The fact that someone else is to blame for your friends death, means that the pain will most likely stay for a long period. You need to get over or used to it, or it may lead to bad expiriences... drug addiction among many others...

You can't, or atleast I'm not capable of ignoring the pain of a loss, but I will never allow it to break me down, or someone will be crying out for me...
You WILL miss her until you die if you loved her that much, but as you already said you will eventually get over it... why not today, why not now... the pain will always be present...

Mostly because it is a fresh wound on top of old ones. It re-surfaces old memories which makes the pain that much more damaging. I understand that time is the only cure for these injuries but it will never fade away forever. It will come back every now and then, it is just how I am I guess and I can't just get over something just like that, especially something like this.

I'd like to thank everyone for their words of encouragement and advice, it feels nice and is a nice breath of fresh air to express how I feel and have people listen. I don't have many people who would do that for me in reality. Katie will always be in my heart and I will just have to accept the fact she is gone.