Is this a problem

[NekoChan]

So then yeah it is not normal. Eventually you'll go to far.

You should stop asap and find other ways to relieve your stress. Maybe meet a girl?

I have a girl, she doesn't know anything about this.

She found out I carve names with a knife to my and and got all mad.
After that, I haven't done that.

Now that I haven't seen her for a month and maybe won't see for another, I might start cutting myself again.

But yeah, the thing is, I enjoy pain and I don't want to stop.
I won't go too far, I know.