12-24-2015, 09:33 AM
Over time, I've developed a fetish of watching certain "femdom" porn. It didn't use to make sense to me, but 1 or 2 videos that I watched opened me up to it, and then I started to watch more.
The idea of a really sexy woman being able to manipulate me over videos and use her body to take advantage of me is what turns me on.
The problem is, I have a 3 year relationship with my girlfriend who I want to spend my life with, and she's made it clear that she's not okay with any porn watching.
I had been watching porn for years before we started dating, and although I don't watch it when we're together, I travel for work, and I sometimes go for weeks without seeing her. I told myself I would stop, but it's been really difficult.
The fetish itself is particularly hard for me since it's all about "giving into my addiction." I'm trying to give it up, but the women in the videos are actually trying to seduce me, calling me weak, saying I can't resist... Which I find incredibly sexy. I've found myself coming back. (Although I have stopped doing it as much)
Does anyone have advice on how to kick this bad habit? Maybe by replacing it with a better one?
I feel like the sexual urges as a man are a natural thing, but I need a way to deal with them in a healthier way.
The idea of a really sexy woman being able to manipulate me over videos and use her body to take advantage of me is what turns me on.
The problem is, I have a 3 year relationship with my girlfriend who I want to spend my life with, and she's made it clear that she's not okay with any porn watching.
I had been watching porn for years before we started dating, and although I don't watch it when we're together, I travel for work, and I sometimes go for weeks without seeing her. I told myself I would stop, but it's been really difficult.
The fetish itself is particularly hard for me since it's all about "giving into my addiction." I'm trying to give it up, but the women in the videos are actually trying to seduce me, calling me weak, saying I can't resist... Which I find incredibly sexy. I've found myself coming back. (Although I have stopped doing it as much)
Does anyone have advice on how to kick this bad habit? Maybe by replacing it with a better one?
I feel like the sexual urges as a man are a natural thing, but I need a way to deal with them in a healthier way.