04-03-2011, 02:13 PM
Hello everyone. Here is the story:
So there is this girl from my school, I met her like one/one and a half months back on Facebook, she asked me if I can ask my friend if he likes her friend. That is when everything started.. We was talking like every day after/before school after that... I started to really like her, and she started sending me kisses and hearts on facebook, so I thought she likes me back.. We continued talking, getting to meet each other, for like a few weeks.. Then, the other dudes/girls from school found out about this.. Well we was hanging out at different places, I was going the center of the city, to have fun with mates and do different crap, have a great time, while she was hanging out in a schoolyard with her friends. We was trying to meet in a schoolyard for like a three days, but firstly I came to the schoolyard(I was coming back from private class...), and she was not there, only her friends, I thought she is playing with me, and I was tired from the classes and stuff, so I texted her I can not come, but it turned out that she was late a bit, and she was a bit angry on me.. Second night I was late, and she was angry on me again, but afterwards, the told me that she still loves me, and she forgives me, because other stuff made her angry, and I was there just as excuse(kind of).. So we finally met, mine and her friends left us alone, for some reason she was scared to kiss, she asked to come closer to her friends, so we did, I put my hand on her, and she hugged me back, and we took a sit.. She stood up really soon and I she said she can not sit, we came to her friends, and she was talking with them if she really want to kiss me.. I took a sit while waiting and played some games on my phone.. Her friend set by me, and told me that she hope she will decide already.. Then she came and looked at me, I was looking at her, then lost my patience and told her that she should not be afraid to tell me, just let me know, because I planned with my friends to go somewhere, she said one word "Go..." I was like, okay, stood up, and she gave me a long kiss in cheek, and I just went.. I almost started crying, but my friends was there to help me..
After that night, everything was different.. That night, she told me on facebook that she is really sorry about that happened that night, she had a fight with her best friend and she was really sad about it, and her brother forbbid her that have any boyfriend, because she had a lot of them, so she should have a little break.. Also she told me that night that she likes me, but not a lot, and that we should wait a bit.. After that night I was in huge rush... I was pretty depressed, and took me some time to recover.. Our conversations was not so funny as they used to be, they was dark, if I can say like that.. Then we stoped talking for like a week, afterwards, we started talking again, but still it was different(worse) of what it used to be before that night..
Then, few days back, she told me that she is in relationship with one guy for some time, that broke me.. The guy is now in hospital, for some classic operation, nothing dangerous.. I'm about to bit the crap out of that guy when he gets out(well not really lol).. Now I realized a lot of guys like her, and I feel like I have no chance with her because I am not as social as they are.
Now I really don't know what do to, my friends are making a pressure on me, to go and do it already, but I can't because she has a boyfriend.. I really don't know what to do, I still like her, and I am feeling really helpless, because a lot of guys are crushing on her, and I'm feeling like I have no chances. I don't want to make her live more complicated, as I really like her.
Anyone please help me, I realized she does not like me, she haven't told me, but I have a feeling.. What should I do?
Thank you everyone who give me an advice, I am not really skilled at this
So there is this girl from my school, I met her like one/one and a half months back on Facebook, she asked me if I can ask my friend if he likes her friend. That is when everything started.. We was talking like every day after/before school after that... I started to really like her, and she started sending me kisses and hearts on facebook, so I thought she likes me back.. We continued talking, getting to meet each other, for like a few weeks.. Then, the other dudes/girls from school found out about this.. Well we was hanging out at different places, I was going the center of the city, to have fun with mates and do different crap, have a great time, while she was hanging out in a schoolyard with her friends. We was trying to meet in a schoolyard for like a three days, but firstly I came to the schoolyard(I was coming back from private class...), and she was not there, only her friends, I thought she is playing with me, and I was tired from the classes and stuff, so I texted her I can not come, but it turned out that she was late a bit, and she was a bit angry on me.. Second night I was late, and she was angry on me again, but afterwards, the told me that she still loves me, and she forgives me, because other stuff made her angry, and I was there just as excuse(kind of).. So we finally met, mine and her friends left us alone, for some reason she was scared to kiss, she asked to come closer to her friends, so we did, I put my hand on her, and she hugged me back, and we took a sit.. She stood up really soon and I she said she can not sit, we came to her friends, and she was talking with them if she really want to kiss me.. I took a sit while waiting and played some games on my phone.. Her friend set by me, and told me that she hope she will decide already.. Then she came and looked at me, I was looking at her, then lost my patience and told her that she should not be afraid to tell me, just let me know, because I planned with my friends to go somewhere, she said one word "Go..." I was like, okay, stood up, and she gave me a long kiss in cheek, and I just went.. I almost started crying, but my friends was there to help me..
After that night, everything was different.. That night, she told me on facebook that she is really sorry about that happened that night, she had a fight with her best friend and she was really sad about it, and her brother forbbid her that have any boyfriend, because she had a lot of them, so she should have a little break.. Also she told me that night that she likes me, but not a lot, and that we should wait a bit.. After that night I was in huge rush... I was pretty depressed, and took me some time to recover.. Our conversations was not so funny as they used to be, they was dark, if I can say like that.. Then we stoped talking for like a week, afterwards, we started talking again, but still it was different(worse) of what it used to be before that night..
Then, few days back, she told me that she is in relationship with one guy for some time, that broke me.. The guy is now in hospital, for some classic operation, nothing dangerous.. I'm about to bit the crap out of that guy when he gets out(well not really lol).. Now I realized a lot of guys like her, and I feel like I have no chance with her because I am not as social as they are.
Now I really don't know what do to, my friends are making a pressure on me, to go and do it already, but I can't because she has a boyfriend.. I really don't know what to do, I still like her, and I am feeling really helpless, because a lot of guys are crushing on her, and I'm feeling like I have no chances. I don't want to make her live more complicated, as I really like her.
Anyone please help me, I realized she does not like me, she haven't told me, but I have a feeling.. What should I do?
Thank you everyone who give me an advice, I am not really skilled at this
